mysecret

I am very sorry if i fell, i am trying my best to get up though i am not there yet. this "thing" that i made... it's just a very tiny vessel where i can put all of my unsullied affection that i can never ever show to you in person.

wala lng... hindi ko masabi sayo eh... dito n lng sa tumblr... matalino ka kase, gwapo ka, mabait, talented blahblahblah... pero di ka perfect, di ka gentleman, di ka masunurin, antigas ng ulo mo, di ka matankad, di ka healthy coz you don't take care of yourself, but you understand me and that's why you're beautiful.

Mar 1

why do I always feel that your too far away, even though you’re just there in front of me?

why do i always say to myself that i am going to get rid of this feeling i have for you?

why do i always feel that it’s impossible to be your friend?

why do I always hate you when you won’t reply?

why do I always hope for you to love me back even though i know that it won’t ever happen?

but why do these questions seem to melt away whenever both of our eyes meet?

why do i love you this much?