mysecret

I am very sorry if i fell, i am trying my best to get up though i am not there yet. this "thing" that i made... it's just a very tiny vessel where i can put all of my unsullied affection that i can never ever show to you in person.

wala lng... hindi ko masabi sayo eh... dito n lng sa tumblr... matalino ka kase, gwapo ka, mabait, talented blahblahblah... pero di ka perfect, di ka gentleman, di ka masunurin, antigas ng ulo mo, di ka matankad, di ka healthy coz you don't take care of yourself, but you understand me and that's why you're beautiful.

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May 7

John Robert Francia Portentado

you’re probably reading this after reading my letter. i’ve decided to stop updating here for me to move on and find myself someone else to bug/annoy/fester. lol. jobert don’t forget me okay. goodluck sa life mo. alam ko na magiging ok ka sa life dahil ever since i met you, magaling ka sa pagsusurvive eh. ok this is it. ‘til we meet again… in the next life. thank you again.

feel free to browse jobert.

May 2

CONGRATULATIONS MY CUM LAUDE!!! OUR CUM LAUDE!!!

Malapit ko sa aminin sa ‘yo. malapit na. abangan.

Apr 21

Worry Not

worry not my swain… i expect nothing and long for nothing. Please know that i will love you unconditionally, without regret. every cigarette i smoke, every song i listen to, every alcohol i sip, every moment we spend togther will all be taken by me as a medicine for my memory. memories that i’m sure will be locked inside my head for eternity, memories that’ll be used as my album when i think of you when we are apart.

it is nearing.

hot stuff noh? LOL

Apr 9

Why…

do I still FUCKING love you.

Mar 25

Little by Little…

…i’m falling out of it.

Mar 16

pogi talaga. :)

Mar 11

Today…

i’m so sorry. i’m just tired. :’(

i hate my life right now… :(

Mar 7

little things like these make the pain go away. gradually… gradually.

Mar 5

Tama o Mali?

tama bang masaktan ka sa nangyaring alam mong may posibilidad na mangyari?

oo?

hindi?

mali bang maging manhid sa mga naririnig mong kabulastugan ng iba?

oo?

hindi?

tama bang kahit sa nangyaring yon mahal mo pa rin siya?

oo?

hindi?

mali ba ang magalit ka sa ginawa niya kahit na ginusto niya yon?

oo?

hindi?

tama bang kahit na masakit na titiisin mo pa rin?

oo.

kasi pinili ko ‘to.

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